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January 26 A love song...A love song...
For You...
(Saturday the 26th of January 2008)
Let me tell ya'll...
Bout a lady i used to know...
Yeah! A lady...
Who became an angel to me...
One Autumn...
Some years ago now...
Caught a night time train...
Took myself cross town...
Took my chances...
Yeah! What a night!...
Yeah! A lady...
Who became an angel to me...
I can still see her now...
All in blue...
See her standing there...
Her smile...
Yeah! That curious smile...
Yeah! That one night...
I could see the stars...
Passing the time all the while...
I was lost in her smile...
Yeah! Those lips...
Yeah! A lady...
Who became an angel to me...
Oh... A night i'll never forget...
Her smile... Those lips...
A kiss...
Yeah! A kiss set fire to my soul...
Oh... From that night on...
A lady to me...
Yeah! Sweet angel of mine...
Yeah! We fell in love in the Autumn breeze...
Her blue eyes stole me away...
From the touch of her finger tips...
They sway of her hips...
Oh... The feel of her lips...
All i could do was want...
Want for nothing more...
This beautiful lady of mine...
Oh... This angel...
Yeah! A lady...
Who became an angel to me...
Oh... Sweet love of mine...
Her kiss...
Yeah! Set fire to my soul...
Yeah... A lady...
Who... Became an angel to me...
How i've come to miss...
Her kiss...
Oh... All i can do is want...
To feel her embrace once more...
Oh... How the time has come to pass...
Just memories now...
All that's left of my lady now...
Oh... An angel to me...
Yeah! My foolish pride...
Hurt my once to be...
Beautiful summer bride...
Oh... I wish she knew...
Just how much...
Her love meant to me...
Yeah... If only one day the lady may see...
Our love was forever...
Forever a flame in my heart...
So deep inside...
Yeah! My lady...
Who became an angel to me...
Oh... A lady...
Always... Yeah! An angel to me...
Those blue eyes...
The touch of her lips...
Yeah! Set me on fire...
Ignite my soul... My heart...
Yeah! A lady...
How i want her so...
From every yesterday... For every tomorrow...
Always... Yeah! An angel...
Yeah!... I wish for one day...
Her love... Oh... Come save me...
Yeah! A lady...
Yeah! An angel to me...
Oh! An angel to me...
Please come home to me...
Yeah! A lady...
Oh! An angel to me...
Those blue eyes...
Yeah! The touch of her lips...
A kiss...
Yeah! A kiss... Set me on fire...
Set fire to my soul...
Yeah! A lady...
Always... Oh... An angel to me...
Hope you all liked the song... i don't write many love songs...
Take good care good people...
Nathan
January 24 Writing...Writing... i've always been a better writer than talker, i guess after only having paper to listen to what it was i was trying to say writing has become nature to me...
But i guess, to be able to really write you have to be able to think... feel... have a depth...
Even now... the words excape me sometimes when i try to put into ink the last four years...
I would one day love to write a book about my life, it's different seasons and the toll they have taken on me at times... I guess, hope one day it'll be easier to write about without being overwhelmed by it all...
There have been sone truly beautiful moments in the last four years... they're jusr so hard to see at times when faced with everything else. I can't seam to find an escape from how torn i feel at times when i look back, or think about that someone... it's harder still when i'm thinking about and missing my amazing daughter, who turns three this weekend, it amazes me how fast time passes, it shatters me when i think just how much i've missed... all those beautiful moments seam so far away when i'm trying to write about them...
I'd love to be able to write a love song, to write a poem that wasn't so sad, be able to put into words the beauty i once saw, felt, touched, held and loved... i'd love to be able to sing without tears in my eyes...
I once used to see the sunrise almost everyday, it was once the only beautiful thing in my life, i clung to that, now my daughter is the most beautiful and amazing thing in my world... it's soul crushing to realise that i'll see more sunrises in my future than my daughter's smiles...
Writing is so much of who i am... i only wish i had happier things to write about, that those beautiful things would bring the words, the poetry they once used to...
I'd love to show in my writing the beauty that i know surrounds me... more, i'd love to be able to see it, feel it to be able to put it into ink...
Take good care everyone...
Nathan
January 20 Sunday...It's Sunday... Time to put some thoughts into words...
A lot of thinking has been done of late... but i really only have questions...
Why is saying goodbye so hard when you know it's the only thing left to do? Or when it become something you need to do?
How do we let some people have such a hold on us, even if all they do is hurt us? Or have long since let go?
What do you do when you feel as tho you can't be with someone but being without them is just as bad?
What do you do when all you want to do is go home but you just don't know where that really is anymore?
What do you do when all you want is for someone to say they're sorry and mean it but you know they never will?
What happens when all you want is for someone to love you, to make everything wrong right again, but you know that can never happen?
What can you do when everything and everyone seams so far away? When it's all right in front of you but it's jus out of reach?
I'll leave to ponder it all somemore... Take good care good people...
Nathan January 18 It's Friday night...It's Friday night...
It has been a rough week... so tonight i'm going out, i'm over the thinking i've been doing and it's time to let off some steam...
Have a great night everyone...
Nathan January 09 The war is over...The war is over...
What has become known as 'The great war of the exes' has finaly drawn to a truly dismal end... after three long years of fighting it's now over...
I surrenedered...
Now the only thing left is for myself and all that has come to be... to be forgotten...
Take good care good people...
Nathan January 07 Mayhem & Misery...The last three years... Mayhem & Misery... all it was, just another very long nightmare... time it was over...
I've now moved twelve times in 3 years... i have to move again in April... i am so tired of moving, living life one week at a time, not being able to simply call some place home...
Now after three years of living life on the run... trying to keep one step ahead of disaster, trying to stop everything ending in ruin... i give up...
That big ol' train of Consequences is catching up...
Won't be long now before it all falls down...
I... well atleast it'll be over and i'll be able to start again someday...
Take good care good people...
Nathan
January 02 The plan is...The plan is...
I have given it some thought...
The plan for the new year is simple... keep going forward... progress one day at a time...
That's really it... just make every day count...
I did make a couple of resolutions for New Years tho... one being "Take no backward steps" and another being "Live true"
The most important being "Give"
Take good care good people,
Nathan |
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