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March 17 Poetry...Poetry...
I have come to where the music stops, Life now a mistake, I want for nothing else, I have suffered enough for one to take, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have seen where this road goes, A damnation all my own, Scars upon my broken heart, All I take with me, all alone, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have come to be silent, Yet there is so much I wish to say, Hold my tongue, I know it’s better this way, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have come now to be nothing, A ghost awaiting no tomorrow, A life stripped bare, Nothing left, not even time to borrow, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have come now to the end, There are so many reasons why, Only memories now, A punishment for someone else’s lie, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have journeyed on, When it would’ve been better to leave, Clutching only for a broken dream, My heart fell for a lie that did deceive, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
I have come to lose everything, All to see, to make someone smile, My life ended, driven to the ground, No, it really wasn’t worth my while, Close the door, No more… please, no more.
(Monday the 17th of March 2008)
March 07 Chapter closed...Today, so many chapters have come to be closed...
In the days since my goodbye, i have come to witness so many things, have come to expereince some truly hurtfull moments, i have come to see the ruins of my life be raized to ashes in one foul stroke of fate, i have come to see the end of the road, the truth, i have come to see those in my life that bring only harm...
I have come to find the truth, the truth about myself, the truth of so many people...
In each turn, so many people have now become unwelcome...
I have battled my addictions, my demons, my own heart... i have come to be strong enough, strong enough to say that i am winning, strong enough to know that one day i shall be free of my addictions, my demons... one day perhaps my heart will be free too.
I have become strong enough to know, my goodbye was meant...
Nathan
All that's left...All that's left...
All that's left
(Friday the 7th of March 2008)
Doesn't it hurt,
Hurt like,
Like nothing else,
When all you've got,
Is nothing more,
Just more goodbye's,
Yeah,
Don't think you'll ever,
Ever feel the same,
No i don't,
Think you'll ever,
Ever remember my name,
Yeah it hurts now,
Yeah it hurts to know,
That all that's left now,
Is only,
Only words,
Yeah,
Only Goodbye,
No you'll never know,
What it's like,
What it's like to know,
That someone loves you,
Someone wants you,
But just won't hold you,
No you'll never know,
Yeah just what it's like,
To be inlove and,
All alone,
Yeah it hurts now,
Yeah it hurts to know,
That all that's left now,
Is only,
Only words,
Yeah,
Only Goodbye,
Wish there was something,
Something to show you,
That'll make you see,
Make you see how,
Much you've come to be to me,
Just how much,
How much it hurts me,
Yeah just to know that,
Yeah this is where it ends,
Yeah it hurts now,
Yeah it hurts to know,
That all that's left now,
Is only,
Only words,
Yeah,
Only Goodbye,
Yeah,
Only goodbye,
Take good care good people,
Nathan
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