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September 05 Nobody rides for free...Something that has been on my mind...
Don't expect me to try and explain it, because i know your not going to be listening...
I don't expect anyone to care, because i know no-one does...
Don't expect me to be there, because i know you wouldn't be there for me...
I don't expect you to be there, because i've become used to being shunned in my times of need... Don't expect me to care, because it has only ever been for nothing...
I don't expect anyone to say they're sorry, because i know some people see only their own wants...
Dont expect me to trust, because i know you see no wrong in the things you do...
I don't expect you to like who i have become, because no-one likes to see the damage they've done...
Don't ecxpect me to open my heart, because i know all you will do is break it...
I don't expect anyone to listen, because they've always got so much more to say...
Don't expect me to see it from your point of view, because i know mine means nothing to you...
I don't expect anyone to be here tomorrow, because no-one was here yesterday...
Don't expect me to believe, because i know you find it so easy to lie... I don't expect you to love, because i know you find it easier to wake up next to someone else...
Don't expect me to be sorry, because no-one has ever tried to heal the scarrs they've left in my heart...
I don't expect the truth, because it's easier for you to forget...
Don't expect yesterday to ever be right with me, because i can't forget the moment my heart died...
I don't expect you to forgive, because i know it gives you reason for the hurt you've caused...
Don't expect tomorrow to be different, because it's all about me today...
I don't expect for you to give, because i know everyone only wants to take...
Don't expect my forgiveness, because you'd have to show remorse before that could ever happen...
I don't expect a brighter tomorrow, because it's so hard to see here in the dark...
Don't expect me to give, because there is nothing left for you to take...
I don't expect you to understand, because it's not about you...
Don't expect my love, because no-one should be left without a chance...
I hope, that one day my name means something more...
Above all, i am me, you can take me as you find me, i can't say i care enough to try anymore, i love as much as i can when i can, i've been hurt so much that at times i'd much rather not have a heart at all. I am me, i give everything i have to get nothing in return, i have had everything imaginable taken away from me by the people who should've care about me the most, still i remain loyal enough to be there when they call, but that was yesterday, tomorrow is a different storey. I am me and i have been keeping score, i've been losing this game of love and life, now the clock has stopped ticking and that's not the ball in my hand, it's a hand-grenade and now it's time to play by my rules for a change...
I am me, if you don't like it, you know where the door is, i don't have time for people who don't understand you have to give to get, so if you're not here to give, you had better get gone...
Nobody rides for free...
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